Hello Everyone,

I know I've been fairly out and about recently, and that there are concerns.

I'd just like to clear up that if I seem cold to anyone I don't mean to be. I'm kinda not all that up and energetic as much these days. I'm a person of few words lately, I don't have much to say for myself about anything. Doing some soul searching, but I don't feel like Andy anymore. Not the one a lot of people knew in high school. That Andy feels like someone who died with the coming times, or who is currently missing. Missing is a term I like better. Maybe I'll find the old Andy and feel happy and secure about myself, but these days I feel like a stranger to my whole life.

I don't feel like a person. This is not a god-complex I assure you, it's the opposite. I feel like a figment of existence, existent enough to be that clerk you saw at the grocery store, the generous stranger, that weird homeless looking person, that guy over on the wall, that relative off in New York, that asshole who cut you off from making a left turn on manning.I'm currently trying to 'become' a human being, or at least one I deem fit for society.


Many of you know that I broke up with the the owner of the deviant account "dracoinu" recently. I ask that anyone who is affected by that situation so much that they don't want to be my friend, to please send me a message saying so. It would save both you and myself a headache. You can private message me, IM me on aim, msn, email, whichever with a brief note that you aren't my friend anymore. No questions asked.

I understand a lot of my friends are also friends with her, and that what I did affected her a lot. I'd still like to be friends with her, being that we were friends beforehand.